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Just Hunting with Swords....
Sherlock Holmes
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Well, lately bcbdrums (of such places as www.fanfiction.net/~bcbdrums ) has gotten me back into writing for Sword Hunter, which is really good because I needed that...
She has even gone so far lately as to start doing fanfics, which is very flattering and interesting for a series that has not even finished the development process, let alone made it to print.  (Flattering, even though she is my friend.  And it isn't like she's the only one to think "Sword Hunter is love!!!" after reading it...though I have my doubts. XD)

So~, right now I'm mainly doing bits from the Antioch arc, because Spider is definitely on my top three favourite character list...

I do need some inspiration though...enough to get me to write almost non-stop like I used to way back when I started this venture... (Which I think is about five years now...?!?  Wow.  Absolutely insane.  And some of the characters are older than that...)  I find myself highly disappointed that I'm not finished, because I really could have been if I kept at it like I should have, but alas I have not.  In fact, since my first nephew was born nearly two years ago, I have given SH very little time, indeed.

I really enjoy the series, and I think it will be a great hit if I ever manage to do it, but somehow I just do not know how or when or if I will be able.  I'll have to pray about it...God will make it happen if it is meant to be done.
I really need to pull my ideas together even more though and get the many that are not already 'on paper' down.  It doesn't do any good at all to keep an epic  and all its sequences, dialogue, etc. locked away in your mind for five years.  I might forget some detail eventually, and that would certainly be bad...XD

God has helped me with many revelations and inspirations...so I just have to keep going at it. :)

"Brother" --the rewrite
Sherlock Holmes
[info]kai_sherlockian
Many of you remember Brother, one of my early 'hit' fanfics.  Well, it really needs a lot of revising.  I've gone over a few chapters once, though they need more than that I think.  But, to celebrate the beginning of my revision, here's a glimpse at the first revision of the first chapter.  More is to come, and after that, I'll fix up On the Streets of Paris. :)
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Sherlock Holmes sat morosely in his chair before the fire, smoking broodingly on his favourite pipe.  It was a bitterly cold winter’s evening; the wind howled about our rooms at Baker-Street, and I saw my companion’s brow furrow further as he sank down into his velvet-lined armchair, his blue dressing-gown drawing around himself a bit more with the movement.

I was immensely grateful for the warm fire before us. I had been out most of the day on errands, and I still felt as if I had been chilled to my very marrow.  A knock at the door preceded our landlady, Mrs. Hudson, as she brought in a tray for tea.

“A cup of nice, hot tea will do you good, Dr. Watson,” she said. “You’ll pain that war wound of yours if you don’t take more care with the weather.”

I smiled as I took the cup she offered. The tone of her voice sounded more like a mother to a young boy that had been puddle-jumping all day than a landlady to her tenant.

“Of course, Mrs. Hudson,” said I.

She poured another cup and sat it on the table next to Holmes, who still stared into the fire and made no motion or acknowledgement of her presence. A frown of worry crossed my face as I stared at my friend over my teacup, but as Mrs. Hudson looked at me questioningly I smiled and thanked her for the tea. She shrugged slightly and left us, the silence again being broken only by the cheery crackling of the fire and dismal howling of the winter winds outside.

“Holmes,” I finally said. “What is the matter?”

My friend had been silent the entire day, save this morning when he did spare me a short greeting.  Before I had left all he had done that day had been pacing the short length of the sitting-room, but since I had returned he had been in his chair, hardly moving.  Now I wished deeply to know what was bothering him so, for to me it did not seem that he was on a case.

“Holmes—” I said again. Holmes abruptly took the pipe out of his mouth, passing the other hand over his lower face pensively, his dark brows gathering as his sharp grey eyes dulled.

“What is wrong?”

“It is…Mycroft,” he replied at last. “He is sick.”

He stared into the fire for a moment longer.

“Is he all right?” I asked, concerned.

In reply Holmes reached a long, thin, pale arm over to the desk and lifted from it a piece of paper.

“I received a telegram this morning,” he said as he passed the slip over to me. “He is all right for now—or so he says.  But that doesn’t hide the fact that this is the first time he has ever told me of a sickness by telegram.  In fact, it is the first time he has ever mentioned to me at all that he is sick.”

I took the paper and began to read to myself:—

SHERLOCK STOP AM SICK STOP AT HOSPITAL STOP DO NOT WORRY WILL BE FINE STOP

MYCROFT

“Indeed,” Holmes continued after he had seen I had finished, “it is the first time he has ever even allowed himself to be put in hospital.”

“Have you been out to see him?” I asked.

“No,” Holmes replied. “Not yet. I’m not sure that he would want me to visit.”

“Why not?”

“Because he is a proud man, Watson; because he doesn’t want his little brother to come in, pitying him.”

“Surely not, Holmes,” said I.

Holmes rested his chin in his hand as he leaned on the arm rest of the chair.  “Perhaps, perhaps not.  I am sure I would feel the same about his visiting me.  Regardless…” Holmes paused for a moment, “To-morrow, I will go visit him. He will, undoubtedly, act indignant, regardless of what he really feels.”

I smiled inwardly. The two brothers were different in their ways, indeed, but they were invariably similar.  I still felt for my friend, however, and worried for his brother.  Holmes had never looked quite so concerned, and the fact that his brother had never before mentioned any illness and now did so did seem to give good grounds for concern.

“To-morrow,” Holmes repeated, much more quietly as he stared again into the fire, “I will go.”



Sherlock Holmes Comic trial sketches--Holmes and Watson
Sherlock Holmes
[info]kai_sherlockian
I have said in the past that I want to do a Sherlock Holmes comic at some point (assuredly not any time too soon, as unpredictable and strange as my life has been lately) so just to start the gears in my brain working, I've drawn two sketches: one of Holmes, one of Watson.

They're not the best things in the world, since I've been having great trouble in drawing for the past few months, but they're decent.

I know I'll have to do a lot of research (I lo~ve research, but I wonder where I will be able to actually DO the research...) and do a lot more character designs and plotting. I'm fairly counting on KCS to do a thorough timeline I can use to plot the comic, but if she doesn't I can manage perfectly well.
Hm... I suppose proper sketches of Lestrade and Mycroft are next, not to mention some others.
...I'll probably end up using Colin Jeavons as my model for Lestrade. He was utterly perfect in the role. XD

The comic-making process is a long and difficult one if you want it to be good... I wish I could be an assistant to someone for a while to get a good grip on the method, but that seems like an impossibility. I might save the SH comics until AFTER I finish a comic project I've had in the works for about four years now... By that point, I should be an accomplished comic artist, but that's if I even am able to do that.

The SH comic will of course be black and white, because that is my style. I will try to get my hands on some REAL screentone (I have no desire to use computer screentone, because I am so terrible with digital art and digital usually looks so...fake) to help give the comic some more dimension. I've never liked it when people OVERUSE screentone, so you needn't worry about me doing that.

Some people are not fans of black-and-white art all the time, so I plan on occasionally doing some colouring using Copic brand markers (which do an EXCELLENT job, which is why many professionals choose them.) I'll either do colour spreads or colour title pages.
Since it's not going to be a weekly serial, the latter is decently likely.

My style is vaguely manga-ish, but really my artistic influences have come from all over the spectrum... from English to Japanese, from Batman the Animated Series to One Piece.

Opinions, suggestions, etc. for anything (pictures, research, materials) are always greatly appreciated. Here are the pics...bear in mind, they are sketches:
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Movie Review--The Sign of Four
Sherlock Holmes
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---- The Sign of Four, 1932-----
Sherlock Holmes....Arthur Wontner
Dr. John Watson.....Ian Hunter
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Arthur Wontner (1875-1960) was clearly chosen for the part due to his striking resemblance to many of Sidney Paget's Holmes illustrations (I have found via IMDB that he received the role after being seen playing a character based upon Holmes, but surely his appearance had something to do with it. I also found this on IMDB... "No better Sherlock Holmes than Arthur Wontner is likely to be seen and heard in pictures, in our time... The keen worn, kindly face and quiet prescient smile are out of the very pages of the book". Vincent Starrett's 'The Private Life of Sherlock Holmes' XD)

Here are some pros and cons of the film...

Pros: This particular Wontner film doesn't have a deerstalker!Holmes in London, which is always a plus. (I don't mind if they show him in it in the country, but it hardly makes sense to go about in one in the city, I should think! xD)
Wonter does well, and I don't see any particular flaws in his performance, other than the fact that he might have been a bit too old to play the detective (he was about 57 at the time). If I play it on mute, I am actually reminded of JB's performance.
The film tells the story of SIGN well enough, but it takes a few liberties (such as its date, the fact tha Small has more than just Tonga as an accomplice, Mary gets captured, Sholto actually kills Morstan, etc.)
We get the privilege of seeing Holmes in costume, questioning Mrs. Mordecai Smith, and also we get to see when he returns to Baker Street and tricks Athelney Jones with the costume. (Also, the other scenes with Holmes and A. Jones are rather good.) Another pro is that this film does NOT feature an OoC or resurrected Prof. Moriarty.

Cons: This is yet another out-of-period Holmes film--though it is older than the Rathbone ones ;) --complete with motor taxis and terrible fashion (the women's clothing is especially distracting.)
The Watson (Ian Hunter, who in later Wontner films gets replaced with Ian Fleming) wasn't terrible, but he left something to be desired (though the fact may be attributed to the presence of Miss Morstan.).
I think the era was really the worst part of it...the rest was either quite good or interesting enough. Holmes's costume, however, was a bit poor: the stuffing job he did to give the impression of weight was terrible. XD
I don't know that I like Wontner's voice--though, I'll admit I am hearing it a bit now when I think of Holmes...
Another thing is that Holmes DID say "Elementary, my dear Watson," at least three times, which was laughable. But, since the last two times he said "elementary" was or a joke, that's a bit forgivable. :)

In all, I recommend it to any Sherlockian. I cannot guarantee that you will enjoy it, but I liked it, and I think it's something any Holmes fan should see.

Here are some screencaps from the episode....these aren't all the ones I took, but they're just for example... XD Sorry they take up space like this, but I don't know how to get them to show up any other way...
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SH vs SH--part two
Sherlock Holmes
[info]kai_sherlockian

A Christian poem I wrote up... Not sure if it's any good or not.

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All this mind ever wanted was reason.

All this heart ever longed for was love.

All this flesh ever craved was work.

All this soul ever yearned for was peace.

My love, my desire, You have everything I could ever want—everything I so desperately need.

Love most of all, grace, mercy, comfort,
Reason and logic, power and justice,
Beginning and End.

You are perfect,
And for my imperfections you died,
And you rose again to guarantee our eternal life,
For my soul, which was not made to die.

You are precision, you are light,
Without you I am blind; without you logic crumbles away.
There is no purpose without You.

All this mind ever wanted was Your reason.

All this heart ever longed for was Your love.

All this flesh ever craved was Your work.

All this soul ever yearned for was You.


SH vs SH--Part one
Sherlock Holmes
[info]kai_sherlockian

I came up with an idea that just might help me get into characters' heads/etc. more....comparing them to another series.  And what better to compare Sword Hunter to than Sherlock Holmes? :D
XD

It may not work, but I decided it would be worth a shot.  I'm going to start out with comparing Captain Laban to Inspector Lestrade, since I really need to work on the Twin Cities arc of Sword Hunter, and need to finish the Lestrade fic I'm doing...

SH vs SH--Part One
"Law Enforcement"
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Spoilers Ahead-

Institutions They Work for:
Laban:  Laban is Captain of the City on the Left Guard; the CotL Guard force is well-funded and not short of men.  CotL Guard is surprisingly low in corruption at this time.  
The Guard in general is the police force during peacetime and the army during times of unrest; currently, it is peace time.  They enforce the law:  preventing crime, catching and punishing criminals, and performing any other various public service that may arise.
Lestrade:  Scotland Yard is the police force over the Greater London area, and their job is to enforce the law (very much in the same way that the Guard acts).  

Their Jobs:
Laban:  As Captain, Laban is over all units of the Guard in his district, which is The City on the Left and the area outside of city walls for three miles (not counting the other side of the river).  He is the basic authority, and can only be overridden by order of the Central Guard, which is over the Guard as a national whole.
Lestrade:  Lestrade is one of Scotland Yard's inspectors (considered to be one of the best).  His duties as an inspector vary, one of the main jobs being investigating crimes.  There are authorities over him.

Methods of Action:
Laban:  Is certainly a man of action and is good at anticipating criminal movements.  He patrols more than the average captain and overwhelms criminals easily with his machinery. 
Lestrade:  A man of action; good at getting his man once he's set upon their trail.  Seems to be more of a footwork officer than a brainwork officer.

Adherence to the Law:
Laban:  Does not like unofficials or vigilantes (thinks they interfere with official business.)  Has the law-book memorised, and does not deviate from it without some great force of nature.  Has a great desire to see justice done.
Lestrade:  Dislikes unofficials, esp. at first, but eventually gets used to Sherlock Holmes.  Seems to follow the law very strictly and has a desire to see justice done.

Attitudes:
Laban:  Laban can be friendly enough when off-duty, but when on duty he can be professional to a fault.  (Due to his circumstances, however, Laban has few cronies with which he can be friendly with on his off duty time.  If he does go out, it will likely be with fellow Guardsmen.)  Has rather let his emotions die out, and lives solely for his duty.  Is not very prideful, but does find satisfaction in his work.  Will ask for help if it is needed, but is most reluctant to ask for assistance from an unofficial.
Lestrade:  Lestrade is a proud man, but is able to swallow his pride when he needs help (though he might not admit it to too many people.)  Seems to care for professionalism.  Tenacious.

Physical Characteristics:
Laban:  Tall--6 feet in height.  Very strong build, though his natural frame was only 5' 11" and not so broad-shouldered.  Hair is orange in tint with sideburns, and his eyes are hazel.  Cheekbones are slightly sharp, jaw is strong, and his nose is distinctive. 
Lestrade:  Short, wiry, described as "ferret-like".

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That's all I can think of for now....and I don't feel quite like reviewing it...xD  I'll fix errors and add more later.


Hrm
Sherlock Holmes
[info]kai_sherlockian
I've been thinking this over for a long time now...and I'm not entirely certain what to do.

When I first started designing my series, Sword Hunter, I fully intended on it being a comic.  But now, I'm not so sure.  
Perhaps I should do it as a book with illustrations every few pages (well, a book series, since it's far too long to be in just one or two books...XD  Probably far too long to be in three...or four... I don't know.  It depends on how thick the books were...xD).
As action-filled as Sword Hunter is, that probably wouldn't be as good.  Maybe a book with the fight scenes in comic form...
No...hm...
*shrugs*
I don't know that I'd be able to do a comic, but I don't think it would really work as well any other way. :/

(It's like the problem I'm having with Brother and On the Streets of Paris...I don't know whether to make them into books with illustrations or comics...xD  The fics would probably work better as books.)  

I guess it all boils down to whether I really think I can do a comic or not.  It won't even be coloured....except for colour spreads every so often.
What would be most awesome is if I could get it published in Shounen Jump, but I would of course have to FINISH learning Japanese and then MOVE to Japan.  And then, when Sword Hunter became popular, the editors would ask for fanservice...and I wouldn't give in...and my editors would get angry with me...XDDD
American comics are seldom done well, and the audience is usually not a very good one.  That's another of my big worries.
Have you seen Batman and such lately?  Really STRANGE art, lots of trippy storylines...it's no good.  And the people that read them are often weird.
Hm...I think that's one of my main worries, actually.  It'll be very, very difficult to get properly into the comic market here in America. D:
And people will call my style "animeish", when it's really more "manga-ish", because I'm NOT ANIMATING...XDD
*sigh*
And it's not even really manga-ish, except for format.  My style is partially derived from Eiichirou Oda's, whose influences were Akira Toriyama and American comics.

*double sigh*

I've worked on this series for....four or five years? and I don't want to lose it just because I have nothing to do with it. :/
I might have to, though.

Oh well, if I don't do Sword Hunter, I'll find a way to do Christian and Sherlockian writings and comics... XD


Random writing is good. Maybe.
Sherlock Holmes
[info]kai_sherlockian

Well, I figure that I want to do another random writing.  So here I am to do that.
I wonder if it will be good....well, it'll be Sword Hunter, so no one here but me will understand it, but still...83

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Jollo, his hands in his pockets, strolled through the long, empty corridors of the immense palace.  He was not used to the lavishness of it all yet, and he doubted he ever would be.  Nice as it was at first, a lot of it made him uncomfortable.  At least the food was good...
He wouldn't be here much longer anyhow, not if the shinobi forces were preparing for their final assault at last.  

That thought made him nervous.  There would be hundreds and hundreds of shinobi, while it was just five ordinary adventurers, Lord Honda, and the remnants of the great Antioch Guard.  It would be an actual war.  Never in his life had he dreamed he would be in a situation like this... But, if he didn't, the people of Antioch might be in trouble.  Zeromaru was giving Lord Honda as much information on shinobi patterns as he could, and Draco was helping, but...how much good would that actually do?  But surely there were enough Guardsmen left to win with...under the right direction.

From a door ahead on the left, Jollo heard beautiful music.  His step quickened from curiosity, and when he reached the open door he peered inside.  

It was a fairly large room filled with many kinds of instruments... probably the practicing room for the palace's musicians.  Spider, Lord Honda's adviser, was in there alone, playing a violin.  Jollo stood in the doorway for some time, quietly listening.  After about ten minutes, Spider lowered the instrument with a smile.

"Why don't you come in farther?  It sounds much better in here," he said.

Jollo started in surprise, standing up straight from his position of leaning on the door-frame.  After a brief moment of hesitation, he walked into the room.

"How did you know I was there?" he asked as he approached the blind man.

"I heard your footsteps in the corridor.  Come, sit down and take up a violin.  There are plenty."

Jollo started again.  "How did you know I play?"

An enigmatic smirk spread across Spider's face.  "Oh, that's not important.  Let's see how good you are."

"Well, what should I play?" Jollo asked.

"Hm... Just follow me, and we'll see how that goes," Spider said, tucking his instrument beneath his chin. 

Jollo selected a violin and did likewise, and Spider began to play.  At first it was a soft air, but as Jollo kept up the speed and complexity of the tune increased until both musicians' fingers and bows were flying.  Finally Spider slowed to a stop, lowering the violin and bow and cocking his head toward Jollo.

"You are...quite good!" He said with a slight smile.  "Where did you learn?"

"My father taught me...until he died.  And then I mostly taught myself."

"Ah, I see.  You should be a professional musician, rather than this "champion" thing."

"Well, I want to be.  But I'm...doing this first," Jollo said, looking at the violin in his lap; it wasn't as nice as his own, but he could tell it was quite expensive.

"Mm..." Spider muttered, leaning back some and stroking the wood of the violin he had lightly.  "So what do you and your friends hope to accomplish?"

"I don't know exactly.  We're trying to find out what the ninja want, I suppose.  Trying to find out how to stop them, you know?  To stop this senseless violence."

"You know," said Spider, his head tilted back meditatively, "The ninja probably have a leader... I doubt they'd all just be running around on their own."

"That's what I think.  It's what Zeromaru thinks, too.  But we haven't been able to get any information on him," Jollo sighed.

Spider sat his violin to the side.  "Well, perhaps after you defeat the shinobi that are plaguing this fair city, you will find something?" he said, flashing a wry smile in Jollo's direction.

"I hope so," Jollo said as he sat his violin back where he had taken it, sighing softly through his nose.

"Don't worry," said Spider as he stood.  "It shall all be over soon."

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Random.... I wonder if it was any good...  I think Spider may smile too much for his own good. XDD
I suppose I'll read it to-morrow.  Or sometime. xD

Sword Hunter and its affiliated characters and ideas belong to me.


Salud
Sherlock Holmes
[info]kai_sherlockian
*can speak one or two words of Breton now XDDDD*

Blah...I feel rather poorly.  I don't feel like drawing (which is bad, considering that not only do I have commissions, but I've been out of the drawing game for so long that I'm not doing very well at it, and I need to practice so I can DO my commissions...) and I'm not really in a writing mood either. D:
At least I got a good laugh this morning...xD  Our church is doing a series, and each week there's a new humorous little video they make and show.  It's quite silly. XD  (I'm trying to get them to make a YouTube page for the church and post them...I'm going to have to show them how to do it, though. XDD)
I'm very bored...I'm trying to think of something to do... I've been thinking about doing some Christian poetry and putting it up on ff.net's Bible section, but I'm not overly fond of poetry.  But I don't really get to work on my Christian fanfic until the old computer's fixed...since it has the floppy drive.. :(

Maybe a trip to vgmusic.com will cheer me up. XD
-wishes she could be left alone long enough to straighten out her drawing block, etc.-

I haven't even done anything with my violin in a few days.... :/  I really need a teacher...
I made another SH icon, but I don't want to put it up here until I get a few more done........

There's...not much to say. D:
I was going to write something and put it up here, but I can't think of anything...
*tries something random*

Visitor:  Knock knock.
Holmes:  Who's there?
Visitor:  A lemon tree.
Watson:  Who is it??
Holmes:  It's a lemon tree, my dear Watson.

*is shot multiple times*

Rather...tired.
Sherlock Holmes
[info]kai_sherlockian
I've never been overly fond of shopping.  I suppose that's because when I go, I usually do not buy anything, or do not buy much, and thus time has been wasted.
And I, of course, hate wasting time.

Well, I woke up to-day and went to church...we had an awesome service, it was really nice.  (We had guest singers! :D)
I went home (THANKFULLY dad did not want to go to the truck stop to-day to eat, or else we would have, because mom wanted to go...X( ) and took a very short nap while mom and dad ate lunch and fed the baby.  After this, we went to Wal-Mart.  I had to go because I needed some paper for bcbdrums's commission (though I was quite sure Wal-Mart would not have what I needed...).

We stopped at the Goodwill Superstore before that.  I did what I always do...went back to the books first.  After perusing their selection of used books and finding nothing, I proceeded to check what VHS movies they had.  Not a lot...some I would like but could get on DVD, so I didn't get those.  BUT, I DID manage to find some stuff.  One tape was "Are You Being Served?  The Movie". XDDDDD  I have watched that show for years, and was quite upset when my PBS station took it off.  I had to buy this movie--even if it wasn't good, I had to get it.  And I found a VHS of a Marx Bros. movie, so I got that also. :)
Then, off to Wal-Mart.  Nothing there of interest at all. ><  
So we went to the next town over--bigger--to go to Michael's (the art/craft supply store) since Hobby Lobby doesn't open on Sundays (Christian business! :D ) and I found that it was a much inferior store to HL.  But I found paper and a Micron pen none the less.
Did a few other things... and so on.
Left at 2 o'clock at MOST, I think, and returned at about...8.30?  Crazy.   Yet shopping has taken longer before.
I'm not extremely tired...just enough to be bothersome and a bit unclear.  So I'm sorry if what I said did not make sense. XD

But,
I'm hopefully (which means fate will throw something in my way now that I said that...>.<) going to do a lot of writing over the next few days, not to mention bcb's commission.  (And lafem's commission/thanks thing.)

It would be nice if the nephew would watch himself...so I could get work done. XD

Fear meme
Sherlock Holmes
[info]kai_sherlockian
Snagged from KCS2008...

I'm afraid of 12 out of 72 common fears...

[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[X] being a parent  (Am living through caretakerhood right now...children are not for me.)
[X] giving birth  (I could handle it, but I'd rather not do it.  More or less because it means you're a parent after that...XD)
[1/2] being myself in front of others (Online, at least.)
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants

Total so far: 3

[X] being touched  (Ugh....I can't let anyone know me that well...XD)
[ ] fire
[x] deep water  (I sink like a rock.  I have no buoyancy. XD)
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow

Total so far: 5

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women (I don't understand most of them, but I don't fear them....XD)
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists  (Yay Dr. Watson!)
[X] tornadoes  (I love learning about them, but hate when they are close by/hurt people...)

Total so far: 6

[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[X] school  (Not the education part, but most everything else...XDDDDD)
[ ] trains  (I <3 trains)
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up

Total so far: 7

[ ] creepy noises in the night
[1/3] bee stings  (I'm more afraid of wasp stings...though bee stings are not pleasant.  *might actually get a beehive for backyard...XD*)
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals  (It would upset me, but God's will be done, I suppose. xD)
[1/2] needles (If you've been stuck as many times as I have...xDDD  Hypodermics are the worst.  I don't see how Holmes stands it.)
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[X] high speed  ( *gets sick* )
[X] throwing up  ( *has bad memories of it...and hates being that out of control..xD;;; )
[1/2] falling in love  (Half of me really would like that, half of me would be deathly afraid to let anyone that close...xDDD)
[ ] super secret  (I can't think of anything secret I'm afraid of....XD)

Final Total: 12...XD

If you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it I'm afraid of __ out of 72 common fears.

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you're paranoid.
If you get 11-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you're fearless.
People who don't have any are liars.  (Added by Kai_Sherlockian)  Or are on cocaine.  Or have dain bramage. XDD

Sick
Sherlock Holmes
[info]kai_sherlockian
 Well, last night my fever finally climbed to 101.7.  To-day, it did not fall below that until just a few minutes ago.
I went to the doctor this morning... She said that my lymph nodes and tonsils were both very swolen (I already knew that, however, since I haven't been able to move my neck very well...XD) I have fluid behind my ears.... Hm, she didn't say anything about my sinuses...
I'm also very exhausted and a bit short of breath.

Needless to say, I'm not feeling well.
...And now my antibiotics are making me sick. XDDD

I've tried to sleep, and it didn't work.  I couldn't find a comfortable position with my neck being so sore.  I played Metroid Prime for a while, and now I'm here.
For the first time in two days, I'm actually hungry, but I don't know what to eat. XD

And it's supposed to storm a little later...so I'm going to read fics until then....xD 
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One of those days...
Sherlock Holmes
[info]kai_sherlockian
To-day was the court date to see if we got custody of my nephew (we did, by the way), and normally I would've had to wake up insanely early to watch him, but he was sick yesterday, so mom called a day ahead and got my aunt to come over and watch him.  I was tired, so I went back to bed.  Didn't wake up until 1 o'clock, and found that my blackguard sister had come home for some reason after the trial (she had come home the night before, too, and found that I had painted and taken her room....XDDD) and brought her boyfriend.  They stayed ALL BLOODY DAY. 
Can you say "Overstaying your welcome"?
It still hasn't gotten through to her that she doesn't live here anymore.  Well, while here, she decided we were going to grill, and started making the stuff to do it.  (Odd...) SO, she had dad grill some ribs and pork chops...  She invited various other people over throughout the day, too.  Exceedingly annoying....8/ 

She's an idiot and a bum...those are the best words to describe her.  She finally left around nine/nine-thirty or so, taking a lot of clothes of hers and stuff with her...
And a rubbermaid tote we just bought.  And a bar of soap.  And God knows what else (I'd say she probably snuck several other things out...)

To make the day better, I got sick:  sinus problems... :(  I had a fever of 99.7 or something like that.  My normal temperature is somewhere around 97.8.  I laid down while everyone else was sitting down to eat the grilled food (not sure what time it was...six o'clock, perhaps?) and didn't wake up until very nearly nine o'clock.
Still sick...might not be making sense right now. XDDD

I tried to draw a while ago...probably did for around an hour.  Didn't accomplish much.  It's a terrible thing to not do something for a while and then jump right back into doing it.  I keep telling myself I'll never go long periods of time without drawing, but I do, and I have.  It's going to take a while to get back into full swing.  
I pretty much just did a little work on a picture of Saros (a villain from Sword Hunter), a picture of Lachlan for PGF that I started ages ago, and a Zelda picture I started probably in January.  (The last isn't that good of a piece, so I haven't worked on it in a while...XDDD)

I'm feeling very random and not up to much to-day...
Didn't even get to work on moving stuff from my old room to my new room.

Sister saw my violin to-day...she was impressed.  Not sure why...I guess her fried brain registers it as an accomplishment just to BUY a violin.  Maybe it's because she's broke.

...................I must be sick, because I don't feel like eating...or doing anything.  I hate not doing anything...

I have enough money, I think, to buy the Granada series' new DVD set.  Waiting for bank statement thingie to find out for sure, because I'm rather too lazy to call and ask what my balance is. XDD
I've been turning it over in my head whether getting the whole thing is really worth it, because the way the later episodes seem to be, well...that doesn't appeal to me all that much.  But certain eps I'm just DYING to see, like 6NAP.  
So.....for the moment, I see it as worth it.  But I need to be very careful with my money from now on, since I have a violin to think of. :)

xD

-wishes headache would go away-

Now the overjoyed owner of...
Sherlock Holmes
[info]kai_sherlockian

...A beautiful violin.

Not just a beautiful violin, but an old one.  And it's German.  And, it's a copy of a Stradivarius.
:)
It's a bit worn in spots, but it seems to be in overall good condition.  It even came with a lovely old case, and of course it came with the bow.  Mom tried to talk the guy down on the price (which was a bit silly, since it was a very nice violin at only $199...) and he said he really couldn't (for one thing, it was a consignment) but he would give me a $14 sachet of rosin for free. :D
I bought it, the lovely thing, and it's now in my new room. 

I wish I could take picture and show everyone...!!!  Alas, my sister took the digicam, and her boyfriend stole it from her.  So we're digicameraless.  (We have a film camera, but that does me little good right now...XD)

But, when I can, I'll let everyone see it.
:D

Now I have to find a place to get lessons...  The place I bought it from offers private lessons (a country music guy owns it) but he only teaches country-style, of course.  And all that is, essentially, is just a modified version of the style the Scotch-Irish brought over.  I want to learn, as they put it here, "Violin, not fiddle."

*is VERY happy*


The good, I think, surpasses the bad...
Sherlock Holmes
[info]kai_sherlockian
To-day was a mixed day.  You know the kind:  bad things happen, good things happen, and then there are all the in-between moments.
The day started normally enough...I woke up to the sounds of a baby and his Granny being noisy.  I had to clean house, didn't get to work on my room much.  Here's a bad part:  I was running through the house and stepped on a dirty, slightly rusty bed rail that has been lying on the floor for a little under a week.  I've been saying that I was going to eventually stub my toe on it, but that didn't happen.  I cut a pretty good sized chunk of skin from the sole of my foot.  Kept cleaning, taking care of the baby...
Mom went to work.  Called me later.  That was a good phone call...
Me:  Hullo?
Mom:  I found your violin.
Me:  ....What? 8D
Mom:  Dropped by *insert name of smallish music store here*.  There's a German violin--used, and a bit old.  The finish is pretty worn, but it's $190 or so for violin, case, and bow.
Me:  8D....
Mom:  Is that good?
Me:  German violin~!!! 8D  X3

So, yes, the good surpassed the bad.  I haven't got to do much at all, and had to deal with a rather cranky baby nephew, but I'm hopefully going to go buy a violin to-morrow. :D
And after I finally have my violin, I can buy the Granada series with the leftover money. :)
-is happy-

More Avatars XD
Sherlock Holmes
[info]kai_sherlockian
Okay...here are more of them. I don't like these quite so much. XDDD
The animated one was thrown together, so it's not quite right at all. xD (But the unobservant might not notice the mistakes.)
And yes, two of them look similar at first. The animated one's first panel is the same as the 'hm' icon. xD

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Icons XD
Sherlock Holmes
[info]kai_sherlockian

Well, other people are making icons. I thought I should, too.
So here are some random icons I'm making while babysitting...83 Some are low-quality, but they should be decent enough. xD Enjoy the JB eyecandy. (Well, there is one with Mr. Burke and one with Mr. Porter...xD)

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FF.net is being rude. XD
Sherlock Holmes
[info]kai_sherlockian
I think either the servers at fanfiction.net are being stupid or ff.net is getting ready for another update...
SO, the next chapter of Paris WILL NOT be up to-night. 
I can't even review or do stuff in the forums.  And I had stuff to talk about/ask about, too. XDD

I have come up with part of something to get to the conclusion--two ways to meet the same end in the story.  But I can't figure out which one I want more.  And I DON'T KNOW WHICH TO GO WITH.  8o


Well, my week sounds like it's going to be terrible.  I have an absolutely horrid case of boredom-induced depression, and I fear strongly that it's going to get worse.  I'm already feeling quite poorly...this isn't good.  But Mom has been telling me the things she has planned for me for this week, and it doesn't seem like I shall get much more than sleeping time for myself.  And not even so much of that (for one thing, she has to renew her driver's license to-morrow, so I shall have to get up early to watch the baby, because his mother isn't fit to do it.  Fun.  I already have an injured back from picking him up...he's one-fourth my weight and around one-third my height...xD)  And she wants us to clean the house this week.  She wants us to clean EVERY WEEK.  And then there's more...oh goodness....*dies*  I won't go into the major things wrong in my life...there's no point in it, and I want no one's pity.

*loads VHunter's new vid in hopes of being cheered up*

But...hopefully...cheer will be brought to my week in some way.  Friday, Saturday, and Sunday, the drive-in theatre will be airing not JUST Indiana Jones--but Iron Man also...two features.  I didn't want to see Iron Man, really, but that's good.  If we stay for it, it won't be dreadfully boring but I will STILL be able to talk, make random comments, throw Skittles, etc. etc. 8D
That's the best thing about drive-ins.  You can do SO MUCH that you just CAN'T do at a normal movie theatre.  You can't bring food, you can't talk/cut up, you can't move about much, and you're really not having as much fun as you could. XD
My 'friends' are not especially close, but it's so great at drive-ins.  It really is. xD

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm........
*still tries to think of Paris-dilemma*

Random Sword Hunter Faith Thingie
Sherlock Holmes
[info]kai_sherlockian
All right....so I'm sitting here, bored.  I WAS loading a ten minute-long video of a so far rather nice LoZ:  OoT medley by a piano and string quartet ( <3 ), but my internet decided to randomly disconnect for a second and messed THAT up entirely.  (About two hours of loading...wasted. XD)  So, I had to quit that.  I then thought I'd like to write something Christian and put it up somewhere...but I couldn't think of anything.
So...
I decided I'd come here and write something really random:  Sword Hunter characters talking about faith. (?)
I really DON'T know what I'm about to write.  It's going to be about like the first chapter of Brother...completely random.
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It was a cool, clear autumn night; the moon was nearly full, and the stars twinkled brightly in the sky.  The Hunters were gathered 'round a crackling fire in a small clearing in the woods.  They had been lost most of the day, and having finally established where they are, setting up camp, and eating supper, they were quite ready to rest.

Zeromaru was stretched out against a tree, a bit farther back than the others, and was staring up meditatively into the thick foliage above.  Zuki was not too far away, looking tired but also thoughtful as she likewise sat against a tree, letting her meal settle before bed.  Jollo had his violin tucked under his strong chin, a completely peaceful look upon his face as he played a soft tune.  Draco stepped back from the fire and reseated himself, a newly-poured cup of tea in hand.

The thoughtful peace lasted for some time before it was broken into.

"What are you playing, Jollo?" Draco asked after taking a sip.

"Amazing Grace," was the red-haired violinist's reply, not losing concentration on the song.

"I've never heard of it."

Jollo did not stop playing, but this made his eyes open, the brilliant blue orbs looking over to the man beside him.

"Never?"

"Never."

"...I suppose you wouldn't have."

Draco cocked an eyebrow.

"What does that mean?" he asked.

"You said before that you've never been to church."

"Ah...A Christian song, then?"

"Mm."

There was a short silence as the Lenata listened to the notes of his friend's beloved instrument.

"It's not that bad," said he after a moment.

"Papa used to play it for me," said Jollo, his eyes softening slightly.  
"Why," he continued, "have you never been to church?"

"Oh, I've been once or twice, not counting funerals.  I've been to plenty of those." Draco said casually.

Jollo sighed softly.  "I miss going to church.  I'll never miss another Sunday after this is over."

"Why?" Draco asked.

"Why?" Jollo repeated, finally lowering his violin.  "I'm not entirely sure.  There's something about it.  It feeds the soul."

"I never could stand sitting there for so long." Draco muttered, setting his cup aside and pulling out his cigarette-case.

"Did you listen to the preacher?"

"No."

"I think that's your problem."

Draco furrowed his brow just slightly at Jollo as he lit his cigarette.

"I bet I can tell you what he said without listening to him, anyway.  Love thy neighbour, do not bear false witness, do unto others as they would to unto you, hell, fire, brimstone...you know."

Jollo smiled.

"I don't think you quite get it yet." he said.

"No, I don't."

"You would think," Zeromaru muttered sleepily, "that with those ears you would not have any trouble hearing the preacher..."

Draco scowled.

"You're a little behind in the conversation, Mr. Swordsman." he growled.

"You do believe in God though, right?" Jollo said, not letting the interruption draw the southerner from the topic.

"...I suppose so." said Draco after a moment, his forehead crinkling lightly.  "I don't know many who don't."

"Why not follow him?"

"Do you have to go to church to follow him?"

"It's a good idea to.  Fellowship, worship, and preaching strengthens you.  'Iron sharpens iron.' "

There was another silence as Draco took a long, thoughtful draw from his cigarette.

"I guess I just....don't see why I should.  Why would God care?  If He's great enough to make the universe, I doubt he gives a care about me."

Jollo frowned.

"God sent His son Jesus to die for all of us--even you."

"I don't see why.  We're all a bunch of idiots, anyways."

"That's why.  Because we're too hopeless otherwise."

Draco seemed to think on this.

"Maybe." he said.  His dark eyes shifted to his friend.  "Would you play that song again?  It was rather nice."

"Sure.  No problem."

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Okay...not really sure of what I just wrote, and since I'm too tired to read over it, well....I won't know until to-morrow if there was any sense to it...or anything at all.
I DO know, however, that Draco was a bit out of his normal character...Draco talking about anything that might involve feelings?  WHOA.

I wasted enough time.  I'm off to bed now. XD

Hey~ Ocarina!
Sherlock Holmes
[info]kai_sherlockian

XD
*stole title for post here from title of most recent dA journal post*

I've (mostly) finished my ocarina.  And I had enough left over to make another...a little one.  Both make sounds and have good tones....
But...
I didn't have time to actually TUNE them.  So, when they are fired and finished, they will be nothing but very pretty, multi-toned whistles.  I can only get about three tones MAX from each.  Which is quite pathetic considering that there are four holes on each....XD;;;
But at least I know the process now.  In the future, I may make one that I can actually play.
Or, I'll buy one from the Songbird ocarina site. xDDD

I'll take pictures with my mom's camera phone, since the digital camera is broken (sister seems to have done that...).  The big, prettiest one is rather thick, so I'm worried it will explode in the kiln.  The other, which is not as good, is thinner, so it SHOULD be fine.  I don't think I'll get to glaze them, though.  I'm a trifle too lazy to take it BACK to get it re-fired after borrowing glaze, then returning to pick it up.  That would make two trips other than the two I'm already having to do to take it to get it fired the first time and picking it up.

Why am I even wasting time with this?  It's not because I think ocarinas are the only really cool wind instrument, it's not because they're pretty, it's not because you can chuck them at people.....

I've just always wanted to play the Song of Storms near a bean plant. 83

*is shot*

Yes, I'm rather happy right now.  It's a strange happy...which is why I'm acting strangely.  I haven't got to work with my hands in so long, it's quite nice. X3  (I used to do all sorts of little sculptures, Lego stuff, and devices...I haven't done anything but draw, write, and play video games in a while.)

*goes to check on drying progress of sweet potato ocarina*

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